I feel once again, that I'm behind the times: I'm not the type of person who cares about what other people do.. but it feels like I'm really the only one who hasn't got anywhere... either i think too hard about the situation or I'm afraid of evolving... Everyday comes with a new story of a person's new adventure.. i found myself speechless, shocked, and unable to contribute mine experience.. and
I wonder if people notice this about me.. if they catch by bluffs from truths and innocents from lies.. I wrote this last night before i went to bed: "Haven't had it in a while but yet i miss it even more than the day before, i want just a little bit now and then, and pray it don't get out of hand" its incomplete but it says a lot about me and what i been searching for... and explain my slump..
I been say this saying over and over again.. "I want more than what life has been giving me" I claim i know what i want... I even go as far as say I know how to get it... but yet I believe the opportunities are, in a way, constantly dealt to me... but I'm either refusing to play or always folding my cards... then
Someone texts me this: "Tough times never last, tough people do..." Ironic.. and the timing was oddly on point.. bascially
I feel like an outkast.. and i don't know if i like it not anymore..
Tuesday, May 26, 2009
Behind the times...
Posted by DJ MP3 WORDLY. at 2:24 PM
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I feel a similar way at times. But our lives are just starting. There might be more to live for (maybe not? :/ )
Why be disappointed so early? The movie has just started. + we didn't pay for it.
yeah man... you right, I'm probably getting all worked up for nothing.. but i do need a break from school and stuff man..
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